The smiles you see everyday on the faces of people may be a facade to exactly what they are going through. I have always been a fun, loving, outgoing and energetic person. Everyone I encountered loves my energy and feeds off it, because it was always positive and infectious. Beneath all that bubbly appearance, I had always felt this void in my life, which I couldn’t quite pin what it was, so I searched for acceptance in my romantic relationships. I dated quite a few men and